hi. so as many of u may know im a pretty bad person, like i have my anger issues, and i hate all toddlers and kids and idk why but they are just so annoying and it makes sense to me but im not sure about others. like i can just look at someone and tell if they are fucking annoying or nice and ngl it almost always works for me. anyways so i kindof hate on ppl for the tiniest stuff that seem big to me but everyone else is like omg its just that small thingy and that like for one example when this bitch ass dwarf ass guy in my friendgroup started being annoying but like super annoying, always one upping everyone and trying to do everything i do stronger and better and was like super competetive (probably bcuz except for us all the other ppl in the friendgroup were girls and tried to impress them despite this being a FRIENDgroup) i started hating him (btw i didnt always hate him, during field trip i totally thought he was nice but i was really wrong) and it was so obvious what hes doing but its like no one noticed. and he always used these super technical terms but in wrong context. it was like he had no idea wtf it meant and just wanted to show off that he knew that word like congrats u fucking dwarf now go sit down. like he was flexing with stuff that he could travel for free because of his disability and always seeked attention. like he always said "okay i will go home" just for us to get down on our knees and be like "nooo dont go please" and then theres the other one where he tried to show how deep and mysterious he was by playing a psychologist game while he knowing damn well we were going to switch games on roblox and see what he's playing. anyways but it was like noone else noticed except for my J who's now a member of us on discord but i will still just call her J cuz i dont wanna leak her name. so yeah. now lets get back to the dwarf guy. so this friendgroup is just really close to my heart because its a safe place and i can open up and its like i can talk and stuff... but not really because that one person i talked about would leak those stuff and joke around with it and its just never ever serious with him and it doesnt have to be he should just not leak stuff that should stay in the group. anyways he leaked a cringe video of me and got removed when starting to bitch even more so yeah.... i remember when i still thought he was a nice person and when we were hanging out on a field trip. anyways yesterday i hanged out with that zs i talked about and my "super toxic friend" which is crazy cuz zs is basically the biggest enemy of one of my closest friends now and my "super toxic friend" is a super toxic friend so i have no idea how i even got into that shit. oh and i was super awkward during the whole thingy and super cringe. okay so thats it for today thanks for reading yallll <3
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