okay well yall who am i lying to this was something i expected a long time ago but... idk i guess i never really thought about it. this day has been such an emotional rollercoaster cuz that one time M and F left the trio groupchat i knew something was up but i was still like "oh hey are we okay?" thinking that it musnt be that bad. well i was obviously very wrong as my phone buzzed with a text message and these are going to be actual quotes (only some of them so the dialogue might seem weird, different messages are seperated by -) blue is sent by me, orange is sent by F
heyy - everything ok? - why did you leave "trio"? - well i dont know its weird that you made peace with G (also known as short ass bitch who i wrote about previously) im not mad bot nowdays M is like this towards you but this is not good that in school you are just standing there and i dont wanna do this so M left and so did i.
now i didnt write about this because i just didnt want to think of it but my personal experience is that im like some sort of lower class person in the friendgroup who eversyone can just shout with and treat like shit like it got to the point where people started asking me why im following them when they clearly dont give a fuck about me and i'd go into details but i really dont want to. why they think it was weird that i made piece with G is that i just really hated him and i let them know that i really hated him but they litterally asked me to make up with him so i did and now they are finding it weird which i understand on a level but i just told them that i litterally did it for them
well i litterally made up with him cuz yall have been asking me for like 1000 years - but whatever - and again- ok, i dont have the energy for this - then i guess this was good, who am i just standing there because of, in math class u were the one who litterally asked me why i had to sit there, summer was good but i guess we werent friends enough for you to sit next to me during math class - what - dave im sorry but you are litterally acting like a girl - who doesnt have the energy for this, i was always some kind of last person in the friendgroup and in my experiences it was terrible for me, if you think i wanted this then im sorry -
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but litterally you get offended at whatever we tell you - yeah and if you were in the same position as me, yall are always telling me this what if i wouldve been offended by [something she's been offended by] - and i cant get offended when yall are litterally shouting with me getting me to sit to another place in school where ive sit for always just because you felt like it and me having to sit with a random person - or that [someone] hated me - or that M made fun of my skin condition which i told her it was a big problem for me - what if it was your problem she'd made fun of? (highlighted cuz this hurt) - if just because we have different genders i gotta endure this then...
now i wont give yall anything more but then in the next messages she tells me that A had a reason to shout with me like all the time until i had to back off cuz everyone was looking at me AND I KNOW SHE DIDNT BECAUSE WHEN I TOLD OTHERS THE REASON WHEN THEY ASKED ME THEY WERE LIKE IT WAS PROBABLY A JOKE but it wasnt. AND THEN SHE BLAMES ME FOR BEING HATED BY THAT CERTAIN SOMEONE BECAUSE "I NEVER STAND UP FOR MYSELF?" then other stuff theres so much more but litterally in the beggining of the year i was the only one who didnt sit next to someone in the group because we had an uneven number and that one person was litterally the ex biggest enemy of F who somehow just mattered more then how i felt despite them knowing that i dont wanna sit next to someone else..... and me making up with G was... really i thought they would be glad but this is it, the lowest point of my life just got lower bye i will write about the hampster incident later
PLEASE WRITE YOUR OPINIONS, I NEED THEM
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