Tuesday, August 5, 2025

von dutch (the story of my super toxic friend and me)


 kay so yall know my super toxic friend? now buckle in cuz this about to be long. so i switched schools once when i was in second grade and unintentionally i got into the same class as someone i knew in kindergarten. like we werent big or good friends, we never really even talked, but in a class full of strangers he was the one that was the closest to a friend for me. so i started talking to him and we became friends pretty quickly. although it wasnt a smooth ride that got us there - for example i never really played video games until i met him, and i started playing roblox with him. so he choose this game where we had to rob and steal stuff and then we played it together. when i left to do whatever i had to i was shocked to find out that her mother called my parents telling them i was teaching him to steal and become a criminal. her mother started bullying me basically and it was crazy, she thought her little child was this innocent angel and i was sent from the devil to corrupt him or probably some stupid shit like that. if only she had known his true form. so thats how this friendship started to become toxic. then lets skip ahead - he had a family that seemed perfect, the ideal physical form, really not a single worries while i was in the worst place in my entire life, hating my life each and every day and sometimes when i tried talking to him in a serious tone somehow it always went to the "u have no idea how rough i have it" kay yeah perfect form, supportive big sister, mother that litterally bullied me thats how hard she wanted to protect u despite u constantly treating her like shit - so i started despising him... but then stuff happened. i started going to tennis i started to take up my true form that is what i write in right now i started to mix my native language with english as a change in my writing style, even starting tennis. and he always critized me for all of it. said starbucks is gay, tennis is not a real sport, started critizising me for bringing a backpack to hangouts even and then a year went buy and he started going to startbucks, trying out tennis, basically typing in the same style using the same emojis. he even bought the same phone i had, and when i switched he switched too to the same one... started coming with backpacks to hangouts. and he was basically just so much better in every way and i was super insecure so it was terrible. anyways right now hes buying the same headphones i have and stuff idk i might be delulu and im probably am but yeah. thx for reading oh update this bitch just texted me "should i get the airpods max instead" and like gurl thats litterally my dream headphones but like i so not give a fuck bitch and hes acting like im his advisor and its some kindof privilidge like GO AND FUCK YOURSELF U FUCKING BITCH GO HOME INTO UR PERFEXT ASS NETFLIX FAMILY HOUSHOLD TO YOUR SUPPORTIVE SISTER AND UR FUCKING MOTHER WHO LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING WITCH BTW (but she does i had nightmares with her when i was like 12) anyways fuck this bitch and thx for reading 


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