hi. im just gonna write down my realtime toughts. my previous scrapped post was about unpopular opinions and why i dont think any of this matters cuz the world is ending cuz of privacy dying, sociatal colapse as ai takes physical form and intelectual jobs are endangered too, so is art, war and stuff. but that all goes without saying. but my mood is so fucked up right now because i look like im fucking decomposing. my skin is so disgusting and atleast i could have like an ideal bodytype or personality but i cant really like jump around people and pretend that i like them only when i really gotta and then it doesnt matter anymore cuz they know its forced. i mean sometimes i can but im not as calculated as all these other bitches. also someone just left the community but tbh, if this place really didnt matter to them then oh well, and if he only left for attention then oh well too.. i might go out tomorrow night outside the city into the city area. theres this place i will maybe place pictures. i wanna spend the night there. just me. and peace and quiet and... idk. maybe it would break a cycle cuz im still in all the cycles i was in during the last post i wrote. also im super weird cuz im always LISTENING to series. like im listening to s4 episode s19 41:30. btw i always write these stuff to make this as immersive as possible if for any reason someone would want to experience what im experiencing now. i mean thats just me being weird again. im at 44:05 rn. I HATE CAL. SO DISGUSTING. AS LITTLE AND AS GROWN. HATE THE CHARACTER HATE THE ACTORS. FINALLY HE DIED FINALLY THE LAST EPISODE WILL BE WITHOUT HIM YES! he already came close to dying 2 times and once a character i loved died for him. oop the episode just ended, let me post this and then start watching it bye yall edit: im not giving yall the picture about where i wanna spend tomorrow night cuz yall could id me :/ anyways love yall <3 also ive been posting a lot nowdays right?
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