friendship between boys and girls

 hey yall recently i started hanging out with a friend group filled with niceeee people and really they are just so nice and stuff but also recently it got a lot more complicated and its basically u know i hate all those "bro" kindof people like fuck u hoe i aint gonna be friends with u. the ones that believe in the "simple balkan life" the ones that dont wipe their ass. IF THIS IS U LEAVE!!!! now where im from a big part of the male population is litterally that so u know i have more female friends then male ones. u know i still have a few male friends but not a lot tbh. so i get all this shit from people thinking that im gay or that i just want to get a girlfriend this way so thats so annoying. but anyways neither of those are the case. so yeah like a few months ago i started hanging out with lets refer to them as A, F, M, later also K, and then even later G. now also that super short asshole is also in the friendgroup but i already talked about that b so lets not this time cuz i just dont want to. so i became really good friends with F shes a really nice person. then idk with K tbh but shes a nice person too. same with M, we are pretty good friends too. and then there was A. now A is this very nice girl but she has this bitch ass boyfriend whos super jealous and basically she said that he doesnt let us hang out together because of him. but hes like a nightmare bf hes litterally swears at her all the time and basically treats her like shit. but they have a really good relationship tho since A really loves him obv, to put up with all of that but she not only puts up with it shes completely okay with it. i was completely okay with it too. anyways 3 days ago they called me to meet him btu basically we didnt even talk and i was totally ignored but i met G instead whos like a nice person and stuff. i only interacted with her bf once and it wasnt too friendly but overall he wasnt as hostile as i expected him to be. so yeah i thought shit was going well and i had a great time with G and M, it was so fun and stuff. so next day i wouldve had tennis lessons but it started raining so they didnt like do it. so then m and g asked me to hang out and I WAS LITTERALLY SO HAPPY CUZ I DIDNT HAVE SHIT TO DO. but then they were like oh maybe we should meet up later bcuz we are going to the library first and then i said id like to go to the library but they insisted. it was kindof confusing and a bit sad but i was like okay. then hours and hours passed and all they ended up saying was ooh we gotta go home and we cant meet and im sorry I WAITED 8 HOURS FOR THEM. i was obviously mad and sad and since i just felt really alone and i thought ive found ppl tht are like genuine friends it was a terrible feeling. next day they were like oh we feel bad so how about we meet today. im like okay but i told them if they dont wanna hang out im good they dont have to but they insisted and said they wanted to and its not just that they feel bad. anywa
ys so they wrote this 11am. then AT 7PM THEY ASKED ME TO MEET. and i met them and there was A who they didnt even mention before and it was so obvious that they were hanging out for hours and it was such a bad feeling and it was so obvious that A didnt want me to come so he wouldnt be mad at his boyfriend and she even mentioned it once BUT ANYWAYS AND THEY WERE LIKE THE OGS AND I CAME IN THE FRIENDGROUP LATER AND SO APPERANTLY IM IN THE WRONG BUT NOOOOOOO anyways who am i to like fuck their friendgroup up but fr? like atleast be honest or something. anyways so i had a total mental breakdown like im talking crying for 3 hours straight but then F called me and we talked a bit but not really about that but yeah atleast i had something else to think about. but the positive part was that cocoa (my cat) got in my lap when i was crying. anyways so im so sad and this is why friendship between boys and girls WILL NEVER EVER BE THE SAME (lets not talk about the fact that once i met all 3 of their mothers at once and all 3 of them ignored me and i could never go to a sleepover with them and they do it all the time AND ITS JUST TERRIBLE WHY ISNT THERE A NORMAL PERSON THATS IN MY FUCKING GENDER anyways so im going to eat now thanks for reading.